A wise woman once sang, “I don’t know what it is that you’ve done to me. But, it’s caused me to act in such a crazy way.” At my big age, I am completely baffled as to what Nick Cannon does to women (aside from impregnating them) like Jessica White that keeps them in a chokehold.
The 38-year-old model and actress took to the streets of Instagram on Tuesday and wrote Nick a thesis statement about the ups and downs of their 8-year relationship.
Jessica also said that she tried to be his “ride-or-die” but always felt like he put other women on a pedestal.
The open letter felt like something that would have been more suitable for a personal journal. but I guess Sis had to do what she had to do in order to heal.
Read Jessica White’s open letter to Nick Cannon below.
See Jessica’s original post below.
In the comments, Jessica added a few more thoughts…where she said she hopes Nick finds love and if she had to choose, she would pick his baby mama, Abby De La Rosa.
believe it or not I’m not that experienced in dating and can’t wait to experience more fun in relationships with safety and go on vacations.
I stood up for myself and had to admit I to was the blame for my heartbreak because I stayed didn’t take care of me. You did your best and I know you wouldn’t want to see me hurt.
I was so scared to film because you know I struggle with public anxiety but I’m ready and I’ve never been more mentally prepared in my life.
I’m proud of me and found my new voice. she’s calm and really over the hurt from my entire life. I never thought I’d be living happily without you but I’m and got my mind back and I’m emotionally healthy and more confident then ever before.
I know what I want and I’m not afraid to say it and hold space for myself for the 1st time in life. My health is 1st and I’m still working on things but God is blessing me.
So I’m good and cleaning up all my sh*t from the past. It’s been a blast but I’m happy I’m not crying over seeing you with other women anymore.
It doesn’t hurt me anymore and I’m so grateful. I sucked at sharing and never want to again. Thank for the experience tho lol I hope you settle down one day and let love In again. if I had my pick it would be with Abby she’s boss and stood strong around me and never got insecure or change her love and joy towards me.
That’s Boss and hard to do around me and you need that kind of energy to keep shit light and fun and she loves God so yeah she my pick Yep!
I’m ending us with a Big Bang and I’m not scared to say the truth nor will I let you take the blame for us needing to end we were toxic together and I was very disrespectful verbally towards you many many times and sometimes I didn’t even care knowing how you hated verbal dysfunction I know.
While many of the comments on Jessica’s post were positive…there were a few folks who said what the majority of us were thinking.
Now, the last time Nick Cannon and Jessica White hit my timeline together was when she did that freaky pose for the cover of his mixtape.
Apparently, Jessica White has joined “Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta” Season 11 and plans to use the platform to discuss her relationship with Nick Cannon.
So, this letter serves as a buffer before he sees what she has to say about him on national TV.