Infinite, a queer R&B singer and actor, is one of Ghostface Killah’s four kids.
On Wednesday, Infinite Coles took to Instagram to express the pain of being estranged, neglected, and abandoned by his father.
Infinite said he questioned whether his father, whose real name is Dennis Coles, tapped out because he was gay.
But, he noted that couldn’t be the case because Ghostface has abandoned all of his children including his daughter Mahogany, who struggles with mental illness.
In his heartbreaking post, Infinite Coles wrote:
I have NEVER been the type to go online and talk about my personal life, my family or my emotions. However, today I’m giving an inside look into my broken heart, because I’m feeling more lost and hopeless than I have ever been.
@therealghostfacekillah I didn’t really want to do this; but at this point, I’m tired of keeping quiet to save your reputation. I’m tired of the PAIN. My heart has been aching and longing to be love by you, MY FATHER for way too long. So since you are unreachable, perhaps this will get your attention:
I haven’t had a full conversation with you or seen you in over 15 years! You haven’t once tried to reach out to me or see how I’m feeling how I’m doing. I have messages that literally show me reaching out to you and receiving no response for over a DECADE!
The legend you all love, Ghostface Killah is the full definition of a deadbeat. Dad, you let us live without light, gas, or even communication from you for years. You have all this coin and yet you allow my uncles to clean up your mess. I have lived in a shelter for almost a year in 2020 during Covid and you haven’t reached out once to help me or to see if I was even alive!
Your daughter is mentally ill and you haven’t even come to make sure she’s ok or even get her help. YOU do not give a damn about your children and it’s time to lay this s**t on the table.
Growing up, your cold shoulder made me scared of not only myself but of the world! I was never comfortable around you or my brothers when I was a kid but at least my brothers grew to accept me on their own.
I felt unprotected my entire life and I couldn’t even fully chase my dreams because I was so afraid of who I was and I just kept trying to make everyone happy and be someone I wasn’t, even though it was obvious I was pretending.
For many years, you made me hate myself until I developed the courage to snap the f**k out of it and realize that there was nothing wrong with me, but there’s everything wrong WITH YOU.
I can’t even say you’re only a deadbeat to me because I’m gay, because you’re a deadbeat to all of your kids. Some more than others, but what I’ve been seeking is the answer as to why? Is it because your father turned his back on you? WHYYYY do you LOVE everyone but your kids? It’s backwards, it’s ugly, it’s hurtful and it’s HUMILIATING.
I’m tired of you ignoring us. I’m tired of you acting like we don’t exist, I’m tired of you putting everyone else on BUT your kids. What makes this more of a shame, is the fact that you now have grandchildren and can make up for all of your lost items with us and still you choose not to! The s**t makes no sense.
For the people reading this, I really want y’all to understand I’m not looking for attention or sympathy from anyone. I’m looking for attention from my father.
The one who brought me into this world. Why have kids if you’re not going to take care of them?
Daddy, we need you. Not your money, but your heart, your attention, your love.
I hope you change your ways and realize that you have some beautiful and talented children out here, with deep voids in their heart because YOU HAVE BEEN MISSING. You’ve ghosted us for far too long.
See Infinite’s original post below.
It’s unclear who Infinite Cole’s mother is, but Ghostface Killah has confirmed in the past that he “had babies” with RZA’s sister, Sophia Diggs.
Ghostface’s other sons, Dennis Ames, and Supreme Intelligence, have not entered the chat.
But, I did learn that Supreme is now signed to his dad’s label, Yapp City.
Ghostface was in proud dad mode just last month when Supreme Intelligence performed at a venue.
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