PnB Rock girlfriend Stephanie Sibounheuang

Stephanie Sibounheuang, the girlfriend of PnB Rock, is speaking out a month after the rapper was killed in a heartbreaking post on social media.

The “Selfish” rapper, whose real name is Rakim Hasheem Allen, was dining at Roscoe’s Chicken & Waffles in South Los Angeles with Stephanie when he was robbed, shot, and killed on September 12.

In her lengthy statement, posted on her Instagram page, Stephanie wrote, “My man saved my life, Throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here but bc of him. I am.”

Stephanie went on to detail the trauma she’s suffered after watching her soulmate and the father of her child be killed as well as the aftermath of living life without him. 

She admitted, “No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this.”

My heart broke when she confessed, “If I wasn’t spiritual I could kill myself (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there).”

Read Stephanie’s transparent and heartbreaking post below.

I am 100% not ok. If I wasn’t spiritual I could kill my self (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there) My man saved my life, Throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here but bc of him. I am. No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this.

To witness what I saw and to keep seeing it in my head, to being forced out the restaurant, to not be able to go in the ambulance or the hospital, Car keys, purse and my phone taken from me, forced in the back of a police car, locked in an interrogation room all night, while all this is going on and to be the last person in this world to know my man didn’t make it after having the faith and confidence that he was.

I felt this time in my relationship everything was finally perfect for our family. My man had gave his self to GOD. Did a complete 360. He was loyal. He was patient. He was teachable and a teacher. I was finally letting the past go, and letting him show up as his changed self.

My last day with u. I told you “I know you my husband. I know you my soulmate”

Even it was for a little bit. At least we got to experience what having a soul mate is… and for that…I am grateful.

You told me u hate it took so long, u wish you would’ve changed way sooner.

It takes so much prayer and spiritual therapy to gain the strength to do the simple things in life now.

They say your angels come and stop by and visit you but I feel like mine is always here, it ain’t no stopping by. This life we live on earth is just temporary before we get to heaven or hell. Where we will spend eternity. Only thing matters in this short life is LOVE anything else is irrelevant…you can’t take NONE OF THIS STUFF with you. The devil is running loose on earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now. My heart is broken for the kids.

Cover me with strength, grace, and vision to carry on for the family. Shed light on this world in such dark times. Let your power overcome evil.

Pain is real. No matter how rich u are, how famous u are, how spiritual u are. Some pain is inevitable.

Stephanie Sibounheuang also shared a beautiful video of herself, PnB Rock, and their family.

See her original post below.

Freddie Lee Trone, 40, was charged with one count of murder and conspiracy to commit robbery, along with two counts of second-degree robbery, according to the Los Angeles County District Attorney’s Office.

His 17-year-old son faces the same charges, while Freddie’s wife, 38-year-old Shauntel Trone, faces one count of accessory after the fact.

Please keep Stephanie Sibounheuang and PnB Rock’s entire family in your thoughts and prayers. ????

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