Luenell recently revealed she is struggling and she can’t get over the untimely death of Nipsey Hussle.

In a post on her Instagram page, the actress and comedian was extremely transparent as she shared her grief and pain over the rapper who was murdered on March 31.

Luenell admitted she thinks she is suffering from PTSD as a result of Nipsey’s death.

She wrote:

As the newspaper articles fade and the crowds thin out, somehow I can’t let go…I can’t Heal. I’m still here, n this neighborhood reliving this tragedy every day. I think I have Hussle PTSD.

Why can’t I move on, why can’t I let Go? Because everywhere I look, there you are! Why do I wanna go where u went, stand where u stood, wear what u wore….Why? Nearly every building in this area has been adorned with your beautiful face. The greatest street artist ever have made this area and homage to your great works. I did not know you well. Only met you once.

I’ve supported your vision, I’ve watched ur growth. I’m a grown ass old broad who can’t get Past this. I tried to avoid driving past @themarathonclothing store but I Too ALWAYS glance over and Still hope I c u standing there. Your car, still pristinely n place, clean like u just pulled up. I’m broken. WHY? I think that’s the question all of us who feel like I do r asking ourselves. Will we Ever b the same? The answer is No.

To assassinate a Great Brother at the house that he built for US! The kick seen round the World…I’m stuck. Where is the Family? How r the children? Mom, Dad, Black Sam, Boog, his beautiful baby haired Sis, Granny? Please God, Allah, help heal us. Help Mend us.

Please cover my brothers and sisters n these streets. Save us from ourselves. This is my prayer. The Marathon Continues. ?????? 

See Luenell’s Original Post:

My thoughts and prayers are with everyone who is still hurting and suffering the loss of Nipsey Hussle.

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