I’ve never in my life seen a man not ache over the loss of his own child until @rotimimusic. I’ve never seen a man go on vacation while the mother of his dead child hurts so badly…or sing knowing he had a hand in stifling the breath of his own. The truth is a secret but the imagery is a lie and demons dance in the perfect light. But wait…there’s more…

  In another post, Karrine opened up about how she’s “been suffering everyday since, and sinking into a manic depressive state.”  



Damn. I feel bad using Dr. King’s image for this moment, but the words are just perfect. Losing a child is devastating. I’ve been suffering everyday since, and sinking into a manic depressive state. One minute, I’m way up and the next minute, I’m the lowest I’ve ever been. I try to go out with my friends and be normal but the sadness always finds its way in. It’s becoming debilitating and I’m doing all I can to fight it, though I refuse to take the narcotics prescribed to level my moods. I’ve been exercising more, clamoring for endorphins, and trying to stay upbeat, but…it’s all temporary. The hardest part of it all has been not being able to talk about it, not being allowed to cry on the shoulder of the man who has been my best friend, my love, and my rock through so many other hardships. Suffering in silence is a death all its own. I don’t know if anyone else has been through this but I don’t know if I’m gonna be okay. I’ve been trying to set a good, strong example but I can’t anymore. I’m fucking dying over here and sometimes, I don’t know if I’ll make it through the night. In the end, I don’t care what strangers have to say…I have only cared about the silence of those I love. It has destroyed me and what happens next is apropos. Pray for me.

Karrine Steffans definitely needs some serious help outside of Instagram because her post is an obvious cry for help (or attention). Either way…she needs help.

Rotimi has yet to respond to Karrine’s post or acknowledge he was indeed the father of her unborn child.

He might be a tad busy…


Toast to the ambition, hustle and progression ♛

A photo posted by Rotimi (@rotimimusic) on


I hope Karrine gets the help (or attention) she desperately needs.

Photos: Instagram

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