Erica Mena took to her Instagram account on Thursday and shared an emotional poem about suffering a miscarriage at four months.

Many believe the message is in reference to the former “Love & Hip Hop” star’s alleged pregnancy back in February 2013, when the photo of Erica in the club with what appears to be a baby bump hit the internet streets.

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The baby bump disappeared and Erica, who is now engaged to Bow Wow, never made mention of it.

See her heartfelt poem on page 2.